My Thoughts

February 4th, 2026. 11:42 AM.

The last few days have been busy. Class is a lot of work, my car needing work on the window, and I saw Iron Lung. It was a lot of work, but a lot of fun.

The snow storm mentioned the other day...was a lot. Missed work and classes for it. I managed just fine, and I spent time with Caroline, Luke, and Josh. I also got to know Nate and Jill a little more, which is nice. Lake Erie has pretty much frozen over, and the ice is so thick you can walk onto it. I went down to Shoreline park with Luke and I went out to take pictures of Cedar Point on the lake, which I've put below.

Because of the cold, my windows froze shut on my car. I wish I knew how annoying that could be before we went to Bowling Green to see some friends, because I accidentally broke my driver side window because of it. The window pane itself was fine, just it jumped the track. That little repair would cost $450, but it was promptly fixed later that week.

Iron Lung was a good movie. I didn't know anything going in other then Markiplier was in the movie. He did a good job, and it was a movie I would see again in theatres.

Lastly, today is Taylor's birthday. I wish I could see them on their birthday, and perhaps I could if things were better, but I cannot because of scheduling conflicts. I have something neat to give to Taylor, but I probably won't be able to until practically April :(

February 4th, 2026. 12:01 PM.

While walking to Mr Smith's coffee with Luke, Josh, and Ronan, we witnessed a FedEx truck have a collison with a car. It was really funny. I managed to take this (rather poor) picture of the truck from the crosswalk.

It really made me feel better about my car situation, because as annoying as it was to fix my car, at least I didn't hit a FedEx truck.

February 5th, 2026. 7:12 PM.

Work today was alright, slow but consistent. A few of the full-time workers/managers came up to me and told me they really liked the tiktok I made for the facility on Tuesday. Roxane made churros and even gave me one. Overall work was ok.

I am currently in class, and working on various things. I feel so behind, and it is my own fault. I honestly should be dialing in to get everything done tonight, but it is ok, it always works out with me in charge.

Last night caroline came over, and we watched Monty Python and the Holy Grail, and Spaceballs, while we played various Roblox games and Hypixel Bedwars. It was a fun time overall.

I have been feeling a little down recently. It's nothing specific, just a little down. I wish it wasn't winter, it would be nice to finally warm up for the spring, but I have easily another month before that happens. A lot has happened in the last 6 months, and only a little felt any sort of good. I wish it could stop but I just deal with it for now.

Lastly, I am due to have a yap session with Nate tonight, allegedly. I will ask if we are still yapping. If not, I'll probably play Roblox until DnD, if I go. It has been very busy recently.

February 9th, 2026. 3:12 PM.

Many things have happened since I last wrote. Work, yapping, more work, homework, classes, and the Super Bowl. Last Friday we had a class event at Ghostly Manor, where I went rollerskating and absolutetly showed off to most of the people there. The downside? I got a blister on my right foot from the rental skate. Nate, Josh, Ronan, Caroline, Jill and I went to Cheekz for dinner afterward. It was a good time, and I had a very good melt. Nate and I had a yap session after, and it was nice to talk to someone else for a change.

Work was long and hard this weekend. We sold out of certian products, which was both good and bad, since we had a couple bad weeks in terms of sales previously. Sports Center work is hard, but it pays well so I do not mind very much. Sunday I got to leave a little early since we were overstaffed, and I would hang out with Luke, Josh, and Caroline watching Star Wars and the Super Bowl LX halftime. We also had some good laughs over a few things, which was nice if you ask me.

Nate and I met up this morning before class to talk about a few things, which was fun. Class today has been boring, which is mid at best.

I was browsing some older websites again this past weekend. Seeing how the internet is changing towards AI scares me. The new tools can *sometimes* be helpful, but most of the time its just a waste of resources and water. With so many of the ads being AI this year during the Super Bowl, I see how far we've fallen. 10 Years ago I was optimistic about the advancement of computers. 5 Years ago I was optimistic. When I was graduating High School, I was optimistic, but now I worry my little cousins, the youngest being 7, will grow up in a world where there is no privacy, and AI does everything. I really hope we figure out what we're doing, before its too late.

February 10th, 2026. 1:30 PM.

Taking a quick break at work, its been a lot. We sold so much over the weekend, we nearly cleared out the warehouse worth of stuff, which is good. I also edited a TikTok for the socials.

Last night I cooked steaks for Nate and I, because I was tired of cooking for just one person. It was nice, I felt like I had a reason to cook. I need to get better at the sides, but its ok. Afterwards, we went to play Kahoots and other games at Luke and Josh's, featuring Caroline and Ronan. It was a fun night, and we had a good time.

Lastly, I got my job placement for the 2026 season at Cedar Point. I'm very happy with were I am. I won't say where, as I don't want to reveal too much about my personal life, but I am pleased with it. I even learned I have a few of my supervisors returning, even ones I didn't expect to see return, so that is ideal.